Crazy Trip

My bestie Chu Yee came and talked to me on a Monday night. She invited me to go Singapore. This was when a fantastical journey began. It was a journey to see our future, to feel the differences and to relax my mind.

We kicked off our journey with a long strode to the busiest part of Singapore. Busy as not in the term of working life, but in the meaning of busy nightlife. Clarke Quay. 

This is the river at Clarke Quay with nicely decorated boat and I am standing in front of the Clarke Quay center.  I enjoyed the night breeze there. cool and calming. I can say it is a night place for the couples to hang around too. From there, we strode off to Marina Bay. 

A picture of us before leaving Clarke Quay

what's next? we reached Marina Bay to have a look of Merlion!!! I was so excited as this is a place where my favorite korean actress have her shoot here in a movie called "Dangerous Love". I'm standing at a place where she stood before, breathing in the air she exhaled before. yeah!

Chu Yee and me in front of Merlion! 

sui cheng and me
she is a happy-go-lucky girl  ^^

"we meet for a reason, either you are a blessing or a lesson"

sitting by the beachside, enjoying the sea breeze. I dont want to think about anything, just relax =D

all the way back to Outrum Park > BLK146 jalan Bukit Merah
We are tired but happy!

That night I have a really long pillow talk with Chu Yee. Girls' talk :)

p/s: Sui Cheng had a great night with a good looking hostel boss' son. phewit!

DAY 2

Everyone warned us to wake up early for Universal sTudio. Guess what time I woke up? 7.30am. Our plan was wake up at 6.00 am and depart at 7.30am. Great! We slept around 3 something at the night before. Served us right! LOL. 

FOund this in Transformer's theme park. My Birthday =p

nice hat!

I wish for a true love. Let it be in blood =)

Charlie Chaplin

waiting for transformer 3D roller coaster! AWESOME!

GReaT experience in Universal Studio!!! ^^

At night, we went out at 8 pm, hoped on the wrong bus but luckily the bus driver is a Malaysian with Singapore PR. He drove us to the nearest bus stop at chinatown.  We met with Chu yee's MRSM best friend, cui ting. She is cute! We had a great dinner at the hawker stall ^^

the food is rather cheap here if we are earning singapore dollar.

The night continued with girl's talk . Haha we were having fun gossiping about someone! =)

DAY 3

After checking out from the hostel at 10 am, we heading straight to Jalan Bugis! Awesome!!! For a shopping maniac like me, this place is a haven! 

a picture of sui cheng eating her breakfast. she still looked cocky as usual =p

P/s Food is really nice here in singapore. I have gained 2 kg!!! arghhh!!!

We met with Sui Cheng's brother at Jurong East station and headed straight to Kranji to take express bus to Custom Singapore. Thanks to Sui Cheng's brother!!! We have great time in Skudai too! I might come back again one day. =)

有时有时

最近都很累。
最近得了一场大病后，整个人变得像哭包。一点小事都足以让我哭上一整天。
有时候，我有一股冲动，　想要放声大哭，　不想理会旁人的眼光。
有时候，我什么都不想想，　只是要随心所欲做我爱做的事情。
人老了，　开始有自己“沉默”的时候。　就是耳朵自然关闭，嘴巴封锁，什么都不要听，什么都不想讲。有时候是心情低落；但有时只是纯谇自我关闭。
希望大家不要介意我“失常”的时刻。

谢谢你们！

我安全地渡过“世界末日”， 感恩！

就像初雨所说的，“我从来不羡慕别人有一大班嘻嘻哈哈的朋友，我有一班知心的你们，人生难得 ”

谢谢大家陪我度过我人生的每一刻。

老实说，真的很难得可以拥有一班能一起疯癫、一起哭、生气后很快又气消的好朋友！

有人问过我：“你们真的很合拍，不过现在才认识对方，会不会太迟？”

我觉得我还有一辈子时间，友情绝对不会在我们毕业后消失。我爱你们啊，我的朋友们。

 我还记得我在M.I.L.E.S问过初雨 ：“我死时，你会不会哭？” 她说会。 我好感动。

这是涵君，我的室友兼好朋友。她每次在我最失落的时候给我最好的安慰及劝告。

 谢谢你。=）

 清愉，虽然思想很极端，但她有她的原因。私底下，她很照顾她的姐妹们。她从来都不吝啬和大家分享她的故事。我还记得我俩在教堂一起经历一个奇妙的夜晚！=）

Aileen,我另一位很感性的知己。她只对初雨透露她的心事。但有时我还是发现到她脸上藏不住的哀愁。我爱你！

朋友们，我一直以来都给予你们麻烦，真不好意思！不过真的很感谢你们一路以来的陪伴。感恩！

My precious Forth Year of MBBS

It has been 3 weeks since Uni reopened. I'm already in my second posting, Accident and Emergency. I am so in love in this posting to be frank. I love to stay overnight and wake up late the next morning. Our doctor put his trust on us, and let us arrange and decide our own schedules. In other words, we are being treated like a real ADULT! =) 

We learnt and observed a lot of cases. I remembered one of the case that we ( Junie, Qing yu and me) encountered on Wednesday night. Deep in my heart, I felt gratitude towards Dr Muhaimin for encouraged us to learn endotracheal tube insertion in a real patient. At the same time, I was really appreciated the deceased for being our "teacher". I felt a bit sad at the same time, why do his family signed the DNAR form? for your information, DNAR stands for "Do Not Attempt Resuscitation". And I really felt frustrated towards the House officers who treated the dead body badly. This uncle was so great to be our teacher for ETT insertion, however those young house officers treated him as if he is a mannequin. They are just like animals to me, BRAINLESS animals...Am i too mean to say that? I don't care.

Primum non nocere - "First, Do no harm" I will remember this for life. Thank you Professor Gracie! You have taught us so well. You are indeed a great doctor! =)

Robotic days

when time goes on, I developed my own styles of living. I gradually lost of interest in my hobbies. I become less enthusiasm to talk to peoples. I love drowning myself in my mp3 world. I don't feel offended or sad anymore when my friends turned their backs to me . I became Miss Whatever. You smiled at me when you are happy; and showed me the gloomy face/ emotionless face when you felt pissed; slammed the door whenever you like; and talked to me again when you feel alright? I don't care anymore. I'm just nobody to you. I made a pit-stop at my room everyday for changing clothes, taking a nap or hibernation...and most of the time lurking myself in the study room. I was furious and angry all the time just like Hulk does. I was having hormonal imbalance, sore throat, runny nose and cough! How can i feel better!!! MOTHER FUCKER !!! What's with all the BOOKS!!!! WHAT"S WRONG WITH YOU ALL!!! Y IS THERE ALWAYS AN ENDLESS TOPICS TO STUDY???? I'm pretty STRESSED UP!!!! I m getting ABNORMAL!!!! STAY AWAY from ME! I'm a FREAK when I'm CRAZY!!!

Hair cut

Today i went out for a hair cut. I have my front hair trimmed~ not really short that's why no one noticed my fringe~ lol tonight i have to stay up! fighting!!!

A matter with Sleep

This is how i feel now...I was staying up the whole night~ I'm trying to finish up my studies. I'm sorry I will work harder!
So sleepy, i shouldn't have drink coffee at the first place.