心事

转眼间，我的假期就到尾声了。
相信大家都忙着到处去游玩吧？我何尝不是呢？
不过，我倒是想陪一陪家人。
想到将要离乡背井到外出工作，眼泪就会不听使唤不停的在眼眶里打转。

假期里我遭遇了很多事物，有好有坏。当然也经历了一段情绪上的波折。我反思了很久，终于选择放下这些不愉快的遭遇，为何要伤心生气呢？ 有句名言 “生气是拿别人的过错来惩罚自己的蠢行”。我也相信征服了自己的悲观情绪便能征服世界上困难之事。

友情这回事，很难了解。

很多东西都很矛盾。

有些人就爱批评人，但是却在当事人面前可以当没一回事，人心难测。

好想念小时候，一切就是那么单纯。

A Thousand Years

What a beautiful song. Ain't it?

I never want to watch any movie from twilight series until one day, due to extreme boredom, I watched the whole <breaking dawn> movie. It was very impressive and I really love and adore the relationship between Edward and Bella. How I wished they were still loving each other in reality, don't you ever have the same thoughts as I do?

I wished we can have eternal life and our love can last forever .

对的人

爱
是当你对一个人表露最真实的一面
有些时候大家什么都不用说就知道对方心里要些什么
两个人都会很珍惜对方
大家都会为对方改变甚至让自己更进步
无需要迁就对方，而会接纳对方的习惯
愿意为对方改变坏习惯
相信对方
会商讨来解决问题

两个人心灵上的沟通固然重要，但是也不能少了激情
但是也不能以激情来维持一段感情，那是不会长久的
有多少人能那么幸运遇上对的人呢?
遇到了他，就不能轻易放手
得好好珍惜他

我，遇到了我的那个他
在对的时候遇到对的他，我真的是幸运中的幸运
他让我改变很多。
从性格狂野的我，变成了乖乖女，不过偶尔还是很顽皮啦，哈哈！
怪不得我老爸老妈那么喜欢他，谁叫他成功“驯服”了我爸妈的野蛮女儿。哈哈！

你看到了请不要自豪哦！

不管怎样，我还是要谢谢你哦！ <3

谢谢伯父伯母以及我爸妈一直以来的教诲！
好想念大家哦！

Welcoming the nephew

God blessed us with a new innocent life to our family-my nephew. He was born underweight. Everyone was worried. Mom was the one to calm us. We handled him like normal newborn but with extra cares. We fed with high calories formula milk. Nevertheless, the best milk is still the milk from the mother. This baby has to be stay strong and most importantly gain weight! He needs antibodies from mom's milk from his passive immunity against illnesses. Sister aware of this importance and began to eat well and drink well. She managed to produce thick whitish milk for her baby ;) initially the milk was just thin whitish fluid which looked so undernutrient. LOL!!!

Baby is approaching one month old now. I'm helping around with feeding baby, cleaning his asses, bringing him to sleep etc. It's not easy to take care of baby! You have to know his feeding pattern and be alert what's going on when he began to cry. I merely have a good night sleep when I was home. He woke up almost two- three times per day every night. I'm gonna keep this in record so I can ask something good as a return from my nephew in the future! hahahaha! I'm helping my mom with the meals plus house chores. Sister said i'm getting myself ready for marriage! how's ridiculous! but she maybe true~ =p

My new year resolutions: 

• I wished for everyone's well beings regardless of my family, friends or enemies!
• I want to be a better me in various aspects
• I will do what's right
• I'm not going to be bullied into silence anymore, I'm gonna voice out myself. (but I hope for minimal conflicts as well, I dont like to have more enemies, a LOW MAY KUAN is really making my life so miserable already, that BITCH)
• I will learn to put things down and analyse them before coming to a conclusion
• I'm gonna learn many many things as possible from various religions! 
• erhemm, I will learn to behave like a girl. I mean the politeness. Omg this is so difficult! 
• Pass MBBS!!!
• Appreciate my times with my family

I can't imagine my life without the support and cares from my beloved family. 

Credits to my boyfriend who taught me alot! Thanks! He taught me the right way to love myself and others =)
as well as the sweetest way to love him ^^ (blushed~* =p)

omg feel so diabetic. Gonna stop this! Yah Good night everyone ^^

Monologue 2

• I had a pretty scary nightmares. He reckoned that it was the problems that I kept on thinking ,worrying and hence they were all hidden in my subconscious mind. So, these nightmares are the reflection of the problems that shouldn't be a problem at the first place. 
• I'm repeating my bad habits occasionally. I got nervous easily, worrying too much for something minor. I'm still doing it now. I hate these. 
• Sometimes, my temper gone bad when I'm rushing for something. My mom kept reminding me to hold my temper. She said I will scare off my husband in the future which I found it very funny to hear this. Oh dear, my cute mommy.
• I see a few complete brachial plexua injury and I think i'm so lucky to have healthy moving four limbs. I should have stop complaining about my crab-like gait. My sciatica is recovering. I should have feel contented instead of complaining. Anyway, I still have to advise all the youngsters out there, mind your postures when you are carrying heavy loads~~~ slipped disc is not funny at all!!!
• Loves to stay alone in the room lately. bad or good things? =)
• I'm counting the days when piggy man is coming back. Time to eat roasted pig~~~ hahahaha! 
• I can't wait to welcome my little nephew to be out of his mama's womb~ comm'on baby, your aunt is so eager to hug and kiss you!!!! 

My 2013

It's our study week already! It's his Final's study week and my last week to prepare for EOP for orthopedic posting. Time passes fast. 2013 is almost coming to an end. Flashback to my 2013, many incidents happened, either good or the bad incidents. Thank God I had overcome them with precious lessons learnt in each incidents. Blessing in disguise. God has created many ways for me to learn, to grow up, to appreciate and to love every single persons that I have met in my life even my enemies.

God also created miracles in so many ways that I have met my love one in a very special way. I feel blessed that my problems have been taken care by God each time. Never forget the Almighty one whenever you feel like you are hopeless. You never know how great He is!

It's very surprised that Piggyman and me shared many similarities and the way we communicate with each other is always so unique and suits with each other as if we are enzyme and substrate and destiny is our catalyst.

I really cant tell how grateful I am for now.

I prayed for a heartwarming christmas this year. I don't need crowds of people to wish me a merry christmas. I want all of my family members gathered and spend our christmas together. So my wish was granted. I have everyone around me. We talked, we laughed and we gossiped. I even have my two brother's gf together with us. I couldn't wish for anything more! =)

 And for our coming exams... It's kinda hilarious actually. We motivated each other but at the same times we were too weak to resist the desire to sleep in our minds. Well he dealt with these problems better than me.  At least he can stay up longer than me. I used to doze off before the time I have set reached. TSK TSK...But we are really bookwormssss when we decided to be one. XD

I wish everyone has a blessed Christmas :) and Happy New Year! ^^

Piggyman , I wish you the best for your study week and coming exam !!! <3 ^^

Hectic Busy Weeks

So many things to be done in this month. So stressful.

Piggy man is going to have his final at the end of this month. So I'm not going to interrupt him for awhile. We will be contacting each other again in next year. I know I'm going to miss his voice. Badly.

I want a snowman for my christmas~ ^^ no, I want piggy man for my christmas ^^

Turkey, potatoes, mushroom soup, pasta, muffins, cakes, chocolates will be my main menu for thanksgiving day this year. Hopefully mom is fine with these. My mom has the best cooking skill after all. ^^