谢谢你们！

我安全地渡过“世界末日”， 感恩！

就像初雨所说的，“我从来不羡慕别人有一大班嘻嘻哈哈的朋友，我有一班知心的你们，人生难得 ”

谢谢大家陪我度过我人生的每一刻。

老实说，真的很难得可以拥有一班能一起疯癫、一起哭、生气后很快又气消的好朋友！

有人问过我：“你们真的很合拍，不过现在才认识对方，会不会太迟？”

我觉得我还有一辈子时间，友情绝对不会在我们毕业后消失。我爱你们啊，我的朋友们。

 我还记得我在M.I.L.E.S问过初雨 ：“我死时，你会不会哭？” 她说会。 我好感动。

这是涵君，我的室友兼好朋友。她每次在我最失落的时候给我最好的安慰及劝告。

 谢谢你。=）

 清愉，虽然思想很极端，但她有她的原因。私底下，她很照顾她的姐妹们。她从来都不吝啬和大家分享她的故事。我还记得我俩在教堂一起经历一个奇妙的夜晚！=）

Aileen,我另一位很感性的知己。她只对初雨透露她的心事。但有时我还是发现到她脸上藏不住的哀愁。我爱你！

朋友们，我一直以来都给予你们麻烦，真不好意思！不过真的很感谢你们一路以来的陪伴。感恩！

My precious Forth Year of MBBS

It has been 3 weeks since Uni reopened. I'm already in my second posting, Accident and Emergency. I am so in love in this posting to be frank. I love to stay overnight and wake up late the next morning. Our doctor put his trust on us, and let us arrange and decide our own schedules. In other words, we are being treated like a real ADULT! =) 

We learnt and observed a lot of cases. I remembered one of the case that we ( Junie, Qing yu and me) encountered on Wednesday night. Deep in my heart, I felt gratitude towards Dr Muhaimin for encouraged us to learn endotracheal tube insertion in a real patient. At the same time, I was really appreciated the deceased for being our "teacher". I felt a bit sad at the same time, why do his family signed the DNAR form? for your information, DNAR stands for "Do Not Attempt Resuscitation". And I really felt frustrated towards the House officers who treated the dead body badly. This uncle was so great to be our teacher for ETT insertion, however those young house officers treated him as if he is a mannequin. They are just like animals to me, BRAINLESS animals...Am i too mean to say that? I don't care.

Primum non nocere - "First, Do no harm" I will remember this for life. Thank you Professor Gracie! You have taught us so well. You are indeed a great doctor! =)

Robotic days

when time goes on, I developed my own styles of living. I gradually lost of interest in my hobbies. I become less enthusiasm to talk to peoples. I love drowning myself in my mp3 world. I don't feel offended or sad anymore when my friends turned their backs to me . I became Miss Whatever. You smiled at me when you are happy; and showed me the gloomy face/ emotionless face when you felt pissed; slammed the door whenever you like; and talked to me again when you feel alright? I don't care anymore. I'm just nobody to you. I made a pit-stop at my room everyday for changing clothes, taking a nap or hibernation...and most of the time lurking myself in the study room. I was furious and angry all the time just like Hulk does. I was having hormonal imbalance, sore throat, runny nose and cough! How can i feel better!!! MOTHER FUCKER !!! What's with all the BOOKS!!!! WHAT"S WRONG WITH YOU ALL!!! Y IS THERE ALWAYS AN ENDLESS TOPICS TO STUDY???? I'm pretty STRESSED UP!!!! I m getting ABNORMAL!!!! STAY AWAY from ME! I'm a FREAK when I'm CRAZY!!!

Hair cut

Today i went out for a hair cut. I have my front hair trimmed~ not really short that's why no one noticed my fringe~ lol tonight i have to stay up! fighting!!!

A matter with Sleep

This is how i feel now...I was staying up the whole night~ I'm trying to finish up my studies. I'm sorry I will work harder!
So sleepy, i shouldn't have drink coffee at the first place.

Time Management

Exam is getting nearer and i really think time management is extremely crucial at this stage now. I got to strive really hard this time. I dont care how many hours I can sleep. I'm just care about the outcomes! I want a win win situation!!!

A Night with StarBuck Mocha and Books

 I had severe hair loss these few days. Thanks to the stresses I faced all theses while. I will make sure my hair grows back healthily this time. Oh my god, I have wasted my money to purchase Hair Pro and it failed to work just because of my unstable emotion?! I'm not going to let it happens anyway!!! I want to be as cool as Tyra Bank; as wise as Dr KS Mun; as elegant as Michelle Yeoh. Oh, between, i had watched her latest movie, "The Lady", it was indeed a nice movie.

Due to some reasons, i learnt to be brave. I lost of feeling while watching horror movie. Cool right? They didn't manage to scare me at all. haha! Lame ghosts with awful make-up~ zzz...

I'm going to stay up all night for my presentation slides and case sumary~ Weee~ i love to be medical student!!! Fighting!!! Not everyone is as lucky as i am to be in the best school of medicine in Malaysia! STUDY HARD AND PLAY HARD!!!