Saturday, 30 November 2013

Emotional Friday Night~ Missing home

I wasn't able to go home a day ago, and ended up stuck in college, hospital. Mom and dad wasn't around. They have been went off to Port Dickson again but this time without us to disturb them. I'm glad that they enjoyed their sweet times there =)

Maybe I missed dad and mom too much. I  feel sad, lonely and missed home badly. I wandering around the hospital at night. but still ended up in the room eventually. Study group discussion postponed to the next day. Fortunately , my studygroup mates kinda of able to sense my sadness, they tried to ask me out for dinner at night. I turned them down. Reason: I'm the only girl in the group, so nyahhh~~~  I dont want my dear dear to worry <3

Another good studymate of mine invited me to practice short case right after the CPC class. We managed to clerk a case of transverse myelitis which has alot good neurological signs as well as a short case on a patient with severe hepatic encephalopathy. I need to brush up a bit on my physical examination skill and as well as my knowledge.

So I spent the rest of my friday night organizing my notes. I reckoned I should just do something more beneficial rather than sitting at a corner, feeling sad just because I can't see my parents for a day. =) I need to grow up . I'm no longer a baby girl. Physical appearance of mine is a strong evident that I'm grown up =p

P/S: That night I experienced the very first episode of vertigo, my vision blurred and everything seems spinning around me. It lasted for almost half an hour, and it was associated with nausea and vomiting and imbalance gait. I couldn't stand or walk still. I felt like I'm walking like a drunk lady. It was self-limiting. It was relieved by bed rest. I was thinking alot of differential of vertigo. Piggy man said I might have semicircular canal problems. I don't think it is due to my inner ear problems as I dont have any aural symptoms such as buzzing sound in my ears.Maybe it's just a vasovagal effect.

Thanks dear for spending the night talking to me, comforting me as well. "heart" you piggy man =D

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