Post-Call Thoughts

It's has been so long since the last time I oncall. I remembered how I joyful I am helping around with all the procedures. I don't even care about the signatures. I wanted to train myself competent enough when I am a houseman later. I used to think that my partner had the same dream like me, as compassion as I am in doing medicine. Until yesterday. I felt myself being fooled. She lost of her interest in clerking patients, as well as the ward works. I still remember what she said. It was very clear, heart-piercing at the same time.

"Winnie, I have to tell you something, I don't like doing all these ward works actually.I kept doing all these last time because of the signatures. If not of the logbook, I would never bother to do all these. Can you help me to take Madam XXX 's blood please??? I'm lazy"

How concrete is this logic truth? It was ugly and hardly acceptable at the same time. I was very disappointed with her in a split seconds. But I knew I'm no one to judge anyone. I just have to make sure my determination is strong and firm. She's tired at the same time.

I guess God loves me so much that He kept giving chances to learn. Human psychology. 5 admissions yesterday that was so damn tiring. I'm so exhausted. Thinking on the good sides, I did learnt alot. Thank God for giving me all these chances.

I guess one of the surgeon miss me so much that he called one of my colleague my name. Hahaha! I miss surgical posting too! X)

Study hard !